No matter what they say
No matter how we pray
Some things we just can’t fix
Some things we just can’t change.
I’m sorry for what I did
I’m sorry for how I said it
I’ll see you at the end
Goodbye, dear friend.
Anyone who asks will be shot. I want to feel angsty for today, damnit!
Nite!!
Okay, what happened yesterday was an industry talk in college. The talk was given by the Crime Desk Editor, Tony Emmanuel, and it proved to be quite enlightening.
I shall touch on only one case here, mainly because I think it was a little dodgy (to quote my lecturer and Mr. Emmanuel) and because it’s simply gleeful what he pointed out. I want to talk about the rest in my lecture commentary (which will be passed to Faridah next week… Hopefully).
The Noritta Samsuddin Case
Death by misadventure.
That was what he said. Think about it.
For those unfamiliar with the case (which should be non-Malaysians), Noritta Samsuddin was found dead in her room. It was quite likely that she had had sex before she died, and the signs pointed that the sex had elements of BDSM in it. Malaysia is a conservative community, no matter what else we say. A case like this is bound to get the public’s attention, especially since Malaysians are a very busybody lot.
The DPP (Deputy Public Prosecutor) was trying to prove that Noritta was murdered. The coroner though (I think it was him) did not want to say that because he was not sure. He said that Noritta died because she choked to death (I am too lazy to spell the scientific term, though I do know how to pronounce it).
There were no real signs to prove that she was murdered though. Just to point it out to you.
More later after I edit. *Sleeps*
When I’m passionate about something, go below.
http://ppsreview.blogspot.com/
It’s episode 8.
Too lazy to format.
Is one of the silliest songs I’ve ever heard. Worse than Le Crazee Frog.
Fun though.
Silly little poetry that proves just why I should never attempt them.
To err is human, to forgive, Divine.
For each broken heart I’d offer mine.
For every heart that’s sincere
There’s more that’re false
But to withold it for fear
Your opportunity will pass.
So open your eyes and reach out your hand
I promise you to catch you, dearest friend.
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For every seed sown
For every flower blown
To each I offer a prayer
May you not become bitter.
Whenever you open your eyes
Look through all the lies
Trust in the Hand that’s led you here
The one that holds you dear.
For the human heart may fail
For the spirit may quail
But should you choose resign
That would be a bigger crime.
Choices made, choices undone
Too many have chosen to run
But more have chosen to stay and fight
Finding solace in might.
But might is not all there is
In fact it is the least.
To all my friends, here’s a toast
Thank you for making it through this post.
Lovingly,
Silly me.
Taken from:
(J-Pop) Utada Hikaru: Sakura DORAPPUSU (Sakura Drops)
11th Single
Koi wo shite owari wo tsuge
Chikau koto wa kore ga saigo no HEARTBREAK
Sakura sae kaze no naka de
Yurete yagate hana wo sakasu yo
Falling in love, saying goodbye[1]
With a vow that this is the last heartbreak
Even the cherry tree, swaying in the wind
Will eventually blossom
Furidashita natsu no ame ga
Namida no yoko wo tootta sutto
Omoide to DABURU eizou
Aki no DORAMA no saihousou
The summer rain that started to fall
gently streaked past my tears
Images that resemble memories
Autumn’s drama reruns
Doushite onaji you na PANCHI
Nando mo kuracchaun da
Sore demo mata tatakaun darou
Sore ga inochi no fushigi
Why have I suffered
Almost the same blows such countless times?
But even so, I’ll probably fight again
That is one of life’s mysteries
Koi wo shite subete sasage
Negau koto wa kore ga saigo no HEARTBREAK
Sakura sae toki no naka de
Yurete yagate hana wo sakasu yo
Falling in love, giving it everything
With a wish that this is the last heartbreak
Even the cherry tree, swaying through time
Will eventually blossom
Kurikaesu kisetsu no naka de
Kutsu ga surihetteku motto
In the revolving seasons
My shoes are wearing out, more and more
Kata no chikara nuite
Kako wa dokoka ni shimatte oke
Koko kara sou tookunai darou
Mita koto mo nai keshiki
Let go the tension in your shoulders
So you can seal away the past somewhere
From here they’re probably not too far
Sceneries you haven’t even seen
Tomaranai mune no itami
Koete motto kimi ni chikazukitai yo
Hitomawari shite wa modori
Aoi sora wo zutto tesaguri
I want to overcome the ceaseless pain in my chest
And become closer to you
I have wandered about once and returned[2]
Always grasping for the blue sky
Koi wo shite owari wo tsuge
Chikau koto wa kyou ga saisho no GOOD DAY
Sakura made kaze no naka de
Yurete sotto kimi ni te wo nobasu yo
Falling in love, saying goodbye
With a vow that today’s the first good day
Everything, even the cherry tree, swaying in the wind
Softly reaches out toward you
Suki de suki de dou shiyou mo nai
Sore to kore to wa kankei nai
I love you I love you, it can’t be helped
That has nothing to do with this
Contributed by myfinalf8heaven
Found it. Love this song. I did not translate this song. I found it somehow. :p Edited: Got the song in the link stated above. 
Bokutachi no Yukue
Lyrics: Yuta Nakano+shungo
Compose: Yuta Nakano
Vocal: Hitomi Takahashi
bokutachi wa mayoinagara
tadoritsuku basho wo sagashitsudzuke
kanashikute namida nagashitemo
itsuka kagayaki ni kaete…
tozashita kako ga ima mune wo yusaburu kara
motomeru hodo tooku okizari no kokoro
bokura wa ikiru hodo nanika wo ushinatte
soredemo ashita eno yume wo sutetakunai
kanashimi no riyuu de sae mo tsuyoku dakishimeteitai
toorisugita kisetsu no sono saki ni nani ga aru no darou
bokutachi wa mayoinagara
tadoritsuku basho wo sagashitsudzuke
kanashikute namida nagashitemo
itsuka kagayaki ni kaete
‘Cause I’m Never Gonna Stop Streakin’ My Dream
dareka no yasashisa ni senaka wo muketa nowa
sabishisa sore sae mo tsuyosa ni shitakute
deai to onaji kazu wakare ga aru no nara
futatabi aeru hi wo bokura wa shinjiyou
subete ni kakusareta imi wo hitotsu hitotsu mitsuketai
bukiyou sugita ano hi no sayonara mo wakariaeru darou
bokutachi wa kawatteyuku
yume mo kokoro mo mitekita keredo
doregurai toki ga nagaretemo
kawaranai omoi ga aru
‘Cause I’m Never Gonna Stop Streakin’ My Dream
mayottemo toomawari shitemo soko ni dake aru nanika ni
kidzuita nara hashiridaseru
bokutachi wa mayoinagara
tadoritsuku basho wo sagashitsudzuke
kanashikute namida nagashitemo
itsuka kagayaki ni kaete
‘Cause I’m Never Gonna Stop Streakin’ My Dream
We continue to search for our destination,
Even as we lose our way.
Though tears may flow with our sadness,
They will shine with radiance someday.
The sealed past is starting to stir in my chest,
The forgotten heart goes further each time I wish for it.
The longer we live, the more we lose,
But even so I don’t want to throw away my dreams for tomorrow.
I want to embrace even the reasons for our sadness.
I wonder what lies before us as the seasons pass.
We continue to search for our destination,
Even as we lose our way.
Though tears may flow with our sadness,
They will shine with radiance someday.
‘Cause I’m Never Gonna Stop Streakin’ My Dream
By turning our backs to the kindness of others,
We try to change even solitude into our strength.
If there are as many farewells as encounters,
Let us believe in the day when we will meet once more.
One by one, I want to find the concealed meanings of everything.
Then we will understand each other’s reasons for that awkward goodbye.
We are going to change,
Though we’ve started to sense dreams and hearts.
No matter how much time flows by,
There are some feelings that will not change.
‘Cause I’m Never Gonna Stop Streakin’ My Dream
We are lost and taking detours,
But if we take notice of the things that only exist at our destination,
We will be able to take off running.
We continue to search for our destination,
Even as we lose our way.
Though tears may flow with our sadness,
They will shine with radiance someday.
‘Cause I’m Never Gonna Stop Streakin’ My Dream
Keep your eyes on this place. I’m too lazy to write it out now. :p
