Infinity is blue~

August 27, 2007

Quotes from Soul Music, posted for Lac. :3

Wise Man: “Don’t be daft. You can’t see the Infinite. ‘Cos it’s infinite.”
Death: I HAVE.
Wise Man: “All right, what did it look like?”
Death: IT’S BLUE.


Lucky and Flo

August 16, 2007

Good luck, and enjoy your party! You deserve it!

I only hope the cold feeling I have that says that the party is just an excuse to poison you will NOT come true. God speed!

Random Tarot Pairing

August 10, 2007

“The Emperor” (Me) and “The Empress” (My Uke)

You can seem a lot like a married couple even when you are first dating. There is a sense of familiarity and ease that comes with your uncanny ability to complement each other.
The Empress offers the relationship the emotional and creative balance while the Emperor has all of kinds of practical thinking to offer. Often the Emperor provides the Empress with solid advice and even financial support to achieve artistic dreams. The Empress lightens up the serious and sometimes plodding Emperor, teaching the value of laughter and fun, not to mention gourmet food and fine wine. Where this duo runs into conflict is usually when the Empresses’ spontaneity clashes with the Emperor’s methodical planning. On a trip together the two can be a disaster as the Empress is willing to play itinerary-free while the Emperor has every hour plotted on a graph. Compromise is a necessary ingredient when these two characters team up, but in the end they complement each other far more than they detract.

The italics are so accurate it’s scary.

Random forward

July 16, 2007

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July 15, 2007

To the people reading this, am I a strong person to you? Why yes or no? What’s your definition of a strong person?

Thank you.

Youthful Endavours!

July 6, 2007

Ti’s got a great blog carnival going on. The relevant entry is here.

That said, the youth initiatives she mentioned can be anything, as long as it’s related to youths and it’s not the personal blog entries kind. I mean the kind that goes “I bought these pair of earrings to show off how pretty I am.” (Sorry girls/guys/inbetweens). We’re talking about causes you’re passionate about, things you do, or things you know. Among the people I can think off the bat who regularly fit into this category be Pelfy, Yvonne, Nick, Phil, Uncle Sam… yes, even Silencers and the infamous DMJewelle as well. What do they all have in common? They’ve all been involved in Youth Initiatives (I would include Emilie too, but I forgot her blog add, sorry dear!). Of course, it goes without saying that Ti’s also one of the first people that come to mind.

What do these people have in common besides the fact that they’re young?

They all blog unashamedly about their passions. Pelfy loves turtles and doing charity. Yvonne is insistent on not being a charity, but rather raising her funds on her own without relying solely on donations. Nick blogs about various things the Oral Stage does (which is closed till next year btw), while Phil blogs about the entertainment industry, with a particular emphasis on young stars. Uncle Sam (when he remembers, which doesn’t happen often, hence the name Uncle) posts about his adventures handling a church Youth group. Silencers? Day to day life, random youthful observations, and one of my favourites, Anime! The same goes for DMJ too, though DMJ normally does movie reviews on the link I passed you. She’s sarcastic, witty and often VERY insightful. Of course, her wit is best experienced live.

She’s part of a community that I joined less than two years ago. One thing I’ve noticed about the community is that its users can be categorised into two categories; the people who are very sarcastic, witty and skeptical, and the ones who aren’t. The ones who are skeptical I notice, tend to be those who’ve been working for some time and can’t really afford to spend time in day dreams, but maybe that’s just my generalisation. People often equate youths with enthusiasm, with resilience, with this unshakable faith in either themselves, or something bigger than them (aka hope). These youths are nothing like that.

But not to digress, and the above is another topic for another day…

Youth initiatives may not be restricted activist activities. Activist, for me at least, means causes that are worth supporting no matter the age, and are generally dedicated to passions and causes that have this very heavy air about them. The consequences of such activities, in my opinion, is that society is generally changed, whether for better or worse, it depends. Basically, these are activities that may have political repercussions. Gender issues, disabilities, alternative education, all these for me are considered heavy issues, and to tell the truth, they are.

But heavy issues shouldn’t be what defines youth initiatives. A lot of elders and youths need to look beyond the heavy issues and check out other activities created and run by youths, like GACC and ComicFiesta. Yes, I realise that these two are anime conventions, but here’s something to think about, they’re created by youths, initiated by youths who have a dream and run by youths. The same could be said of most activities being organised by youths today. Some choose to deride these activities because they don’t bring any obvious benefits, but should we dismiss them just because the benefits are not visible?

There’s more to life than just creating a society and world for the better. Sometimes you have to stop and look back at what’s there, physically. Look into the sky and see the blueness of it. Take a moment and stand under an old flowering tree, and watch the flowers fall around you (yes, you can get these experiences in Malaysia, just that old trees that have not been cut down are hard to find). Sit in the LRT and talk to the people around you. Start a project with your friends with a completely useless aim, maybe like putting a cosplay photoshoot somewhere in KLCC. Stop and help that old person across the street.


June 27, 2007

Reposted with permission.

Yesterday I posted about the 4th Annual Youth Assembly at the United Nations in August, a global event that links young leaders with each other and with prominent people in social change, to learn about culture, leadership, and international issues, as well as work on UN resolutions and youth projects. Previous participants Girls and Boys Town program graduate Sharnise and National Society of High School Scholars member Daniel Sayani have written up reports on their past experiences, citing it as a positive, educational, and life-changing experience.

I have applied to be part of this year’s Youth Assembly, and I need help. To get the full experience of the Assembly, including the Leadership Seminar and the New York tour (amongst others), I need to sign up for a Travel Package. This package costs US$2300 (RM7952) and includes seminars, tours, accommodation, meals, inter-NY transport, as well as exclusive meetings and workshops. I also will get voting rights on UN resolutions to be presented by Secretary General Ban Ki-moon in October.

I’m fundraising for the package fees, and I’m including an extra challenge:

If I get at least US$2300 by the end of July, I will donate RM1000 (USD$289) to UNICEF Malaysia.

If I do not make it for any reason, I will donate what I get to UNICEF.

I will be blogging about my Assembly experiences at EducateDeviate during the trip. I am also considering setting up a Sponsor’s Thank You event to talk about my experiences and to allow UNICEF Malaysia to promote and fundraise for themselves. (This is subject to negotiation.)

Support Me

You can support my journey in the following ways:

Support UNICEF - Get Tiara To The UN! and make a donation at !

This button will lead you to my Pledgie page, where you can make a donation (named or anonymous). All donations will lead to my PayPal account, which I will use to pay the Travel Package fees. You don’t need a PayPal account to contribute; credit cards work fine. The RM1000 that’s going to UNICEF will come out of my own pocket. Any money I get above and beyond the US$2300 will go towards UNICEF.

Every dollar helps. Even if you can only spare $1, that’s fine. It all adds up, and either way, UNICEF gets money.

You can also sponsor me through providing the following:

  • Plane tickets, preferably Brisbane – New York – Brisbane or similar – I’ll be in university at the time (Aug 8 – 18), and the Travel Package doesn’t include travel to and from New York. If you are from an airline or know someone from an airline that’s willing to help out, let me know!
  • Airline miles – I’m an Enrich (Malaysia Airlines) member and have some miles, though not enough for a NY roundtrip.
  • Digital camera – I don’t have one. On loan is fine; I’ll return it safe and sound.
  • Business cards or MOO Cards – to distribute to networks during the Assembly. I’ve got some but not many!
  • Souvenirs of Malaysia – to give away to people during the Assembly (here’s a great marketing opportunity!)
  • Anything else that may be handy – I already have some things (like a laptop and a phone) but if you can suggest anything else, that’s fine.

If you are providing something in kind, please also consider contributing financially too.

For this to work, more people will need to know about it. PASS IT ON! Use the following links:

This entry:

  • Pledgie Page:
  • Feel free to email this to anyone and everyone you know, post it on blogs/forums/websites/etc, or write up about it in your press articles. I do kindly ask that you don’t spam anyone with this information: make sure it’s relevant to the place you’re posting it to.

    What Do You Get?

    By sponsoring me, you will:

    • Be linked to in a special Thank-You post on EducateDeviate, with information about your services (if applicable)
    • Have the opportunity for you and your products to be promoted to a global audience (if providing in-kind support)
    • Be invited to a tentative Sponsor’s Thank-You event, where I will share my experiences and promote UNICEF
    • Be associated with supporting youth, the United Nations, and global leadership initiatives
    • Be mentioned in any article written about the experience, if possible
    • Receive plenty of good karma

    If you have any more ideas of what you’d like as a sponsor, comment here or let me know.

    The Youth Assembly is less than two months away and I need to pay up very quickly to retain a seat. I stand by my pledge to support UNICEF no matter the outcome. Please support me in this challenge and support UNICEF too.

    If you have any questions or comments, comment on this entry or contact me.

    Thank you and have a great day!

    An old forward

    June 26, 2007

    That never does lose its impact each time I see it.
    Take my Son

    A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son.

    About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands. He said, “Sir, you don’t know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art.” The young man held out this package. “I know this isn’t much. I’m not really a great artist, but I think your son would have wanted you to have this.”

    The father opened the package. It was a portrait of his son, painted by the young man. He stared in awe at the way the soldier had captured the personality of his son in the painting. The father was so drawn to the eyes that his own eyes welled up with tears. He thanked the young man and offered to pay him for the picture. “Oh, no sir, I could never repay what your son did for me. It’s a gift.” The father hung the portrait over his mantle. Every time visitors came to his home he took them to see the portrait of his son before he showed them any of the other great works he had collected.

    The man died a few months later. There was to be a great auction of his paintings Many influential people gathered, excited over seeing the great paintings and having an opportunity to purchase one for their collection.

    On the platform sat the painting of the son The auctioneer pounded his gavel. “We will start the bidding with this picture of the son. Who will bid for this picture?” There was silence.

    Then a voice in the back of the room shouted, “We want to see the famous paintings. Skip this one.”

    But the auctioneer persisted. “Will somebody bid for this painting. Who will start the bidding? $100, $200?”

    Another voice angrily. “We didn’t come to see this painting. We came to see the Van Goghs, the Rembrandts. Get on with the real bids!”

    But still the auctioneer continued. “The son! The son! Who’ll take the son?”

    Finally, a voice came from the very back of the room. It was the longtime gardener of the man and his son. “I’ll give $10 for the painting.” Being a poor man, it was all he could afford.

    “We have $10, who will bid $20?”

    “Give it to him for $10. Let’s see the masters.”

    “$10 is the bid, won’t someone bid $20?”

    The crowd was becoming angry. They didn’t want the picture of the son. They wanted the more worthy investments for their collections. The auctioneer pounded the gavel. “Going once, twice, SOLD for $10!”

    A man sitting on the second row shouted, “Now let’s get on with the collection!”

    The auctioneer laid down his gavel. “I’m sorry, the auction is over.”

    “What about the paintings?”

    “I am sorry. When I was called to conduct this auction, I was told of a secret stipulation in the will. I was not allowed to reveal that stipulation until this time. Only the painting of the son would be auctioned. Whoever bought that painting would inherit the entire estate, including the paintings. The man who took the son gets everything!”

    God gave His son 2,000 years ago to die on the cross. Much like the auctioneer, His message today is: “The son, the son, who’ll take the son?”

    Because, you see, whoever takes the Son gets everything.


    Strong Guys

    June 23, 2007

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    I WON??

    June 22, 2007

    According to Fly FM, me and another girl won tickets to watch Christina Live in Singapore. If I heard it correctly… it’s an all expense paid trip. *Crosses fingers*